wednesday was bonfire night

so I got up about 6.55 again, keeping things constant

Breakfast 7.00AM

• 1/4 bowl of mini honey shredded wheat, with the freshest milk ever

Lunch 1.40PM (I got a lift home on Wednesday, it was amazing but disconcerting being in a car again)

• some orange juice
• some of that waitrose salami in a bun
• some carrot sticks
• a scone with what I'm pretty sure was margarine in it

Dinner 6.40PM

• it was bonfire night so we had a special meal tonight, first we had some heinz tomato soup and some of the soft crusts from a normal white loaf of bread (I love this soup so much)
• we also had pigs in blankets, for us thats not sausages in pastry, its just some sausages wrapped in white bread, I put some branston chili relish stuff on some of mine, and some tomato sauce on the other ones, with lots of pepper
• a banana

Snacks 8.25PM

• I keep trying to look up the name of the toffee, but I can't find what it is, its the crunchy, but kind of chewy honeycomb looking one, it was nice though

sorry about the lack of updates

I haven't done the last two days, but i'm doing them now

its tuesday today

I got up about 6.46AM today, I have my alarms set about 15 minutes fast and its working pretty well at the moment

Breakfast 7.00AM

• about a 1/4 bowl of honey nut mini shredded wheat pieces with some milk - they were nice today but i'm looking forward to changing

Lunch 12.20PM

• some orange juice
• some nice carrot sticks
• some more of that waitrose salami in a bun, it tastes nice and everything but its still not right
• a really nice scone with what was probably actual butter on it

Dinner 6.35PM

• beef stew with carrots, onions and some other stuff. I felt really full and kind of ill near the end of the meal for some reason, like yesterday
• rice
• mum's dumplings
• a banana

Snacks 10.10PM+ (and a chocolate bar at about 4PM)

• I decided to take a chance and try a starbar instead of a wispa today. It was really odd, its like taking the kind of ok points of a snickers and the bulky elements from a boost bar then vomiting them into a bulk of a chocolate bar. I was eating chocolate bar to get to the chocolate bar but nah, it never happened
• my mum came back with some things from a little sweet shop in one of the markets, I had some chocolate pebbles which were really good, like really big misshapen minstrels that are kinder on your tongue and more delicate on your taste buds

monday's post

I got up at about 5.55AM on monday, I usually fall asleep again downstairs but I didn't on monday so I suppose my system is working

Breakfast 6.05AM

• about 1/4 bowl of honey nut mini shredded wheat with full fat milk, it wasn't very nice at all so I only had a little

Lunch 1.10PM

• some orange juice
• a brilliant tasting scone with what I can only guess was butter on it
• some of that waitrose salami in a bun, I think it tastes a bit better in a sesame seed bun but it still doesn't taste like a proper supermarket salami should taste
• some carrot sticks

Dinner 6.40PM

• sausage patties, they were really nice but the skin got to me, kind of like a blackboard made out of rubber and plastic
• bacon
• some fried bread with some baked beans on it (I love putting some salt on top of this)
• a banana

Snacks

• nah, nothing tonight. I had quite a lot of stuff to do and I felt really full for some reason

sunday's post

I got up about 11.10AM (I suppose my system isn't that good)

Breakfast

• I didn't want to get up anyway

Lunch

• I was going to try making crisps again but I didn't, I did some work instead. I've probably done about 3 hours worth today, the most I've done in a long time I think.

Dinner 7.00PM

• roast pork
• some crackling
• mum's crab apple jelly
• gravy
• some spring cabbage
• some broccoli
• roast potatoes
• yorkshire puddings
• a really nice banana

Snacks 9.40PM+

• some of that special toffee, it was all pretty interesting as far as they go as experiences but the best kind were these peanut shell looking ones with sherbet in the centre, when my tongue was getting cut up by trying to lick into them, you got a warming tongue tickling experience and if you were lucky it would all spray out really quickly like soda water bubbles

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ok so its school tomorrow, if I do make a fresh start I'm going to hate it because I'd rather sleep through it anyway

ok I think i've tired my self out enough to do to bed now

just drew a face, started drawing a calf-dog but I scrapped it to make this thing

still really looking forward to having those sweets but I never want to wake up so they might taste different when I do wake up

saturday's post

I got up at 9.10AM using my new method, at the moment I've got my normal alarm clock and a faulty big radio alarm clock that I've wanted since I was little. I've put it where I can't reach it from my bed so I have to get up to get up.


Breakfast

• I was in too much of a foul mood to have any breakfast

Lunch 1.45PM

• a really nice slice of carrot cake but it was cut into a square (going to have this at the zoo)
• a fentiman's ginger beer, i think they've changed the recipe because it tasted more muddy than it should

Dinner 7.10PM

• Thai green curry but it was in more of a mound
• some bread (and I put a lot of salt and pepper on mine)
• two pork kebabs with smooth peanut butter on them
• a lamb burger (I'm told it was just a patty though)
• the bananas weren't ripe, i feel wrong writing that

Snacks 9.50PM+

• some squares of aldi dark chocolate from my mum, which I shared with my dad

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I should have had some special sweets for my snack, my mum brought home some special kinds of toffee - I was so happy I couldn't stop smiling for so long, I also got some pomade which I was really happy with

at the moment I feel terrible so I'm going to do a drawing with all my anxiety